These-is it!

I would never want anything right now on my last year in college but to finish our thesis. Telling myself each day that I would finish it makes me even guiltier of not doing anything for it at all; it’s like working on a treadmill, pretending that you are going on a track, while in fact, you are not. I didn’t share this up because I’m complaining. It’s just that I need to spit it out for the chance that I’ll feel better; and I do, really. Going back to where I started, having finished our thesis will feel like a release from a long exile; and when that time came, I would definitely smile which will make my lips touch my ears. 

Photo gal encounter

When we got out of the cinema after watching Temptation Island, we had this little encounter with some girls caught in the act of freaking out over pictures with the SM floral walls as their background. Apparently, as just what we are, we found it amusing, especially for Joey. So she posed with this optical advertisement and it turned out cute. So much for funny stuffs with Nona, Marfi, Yvonne and Wie. Hanging out with them is satisfying I suppose. :D

Nona on Muk-up

OMG! Nona is on make up! Ms. Phlor did this when she served as the model for the PerDev lecture we had in our Thesis writing class! Can you believe? That is what I love about Ms. Phlor. She knows what to do in times that we don't have something to work on. Obviously, I learned things that i thought I already know. Well. Ms. Phlor is still Ms. Phlor. 

I still cannot believe that I actually caught Nona's cleavage. Ok, the envy thing creeps up on me now. haha! Since then, I've always wanted to have boobs, if not huge, medium at least. As long as it will bring out some cleavage. I have this joke that when I had those big boobs, I will go out with only my bra on! So much for my wishes. I sure have something that others don't have. All of us do. :D

Joey-tearjerky

"Joey-tear jerky" the best word for Wie. She is such a cry baby which is opposite from her outgoing and active personality. Wie is one of my true friends and I can say that I've known some things about her; and it feels good that we get along well with most of the things that we like. 

As for me, I am not really a cry-baby person and I am thankful of that. Maybe because since childhood, I've learned to take of myself most of the time and learn things by myself whenever I need to. I seldom cry in front of my relatives for I feel that when they see me crying, they would think that I am weak. So, if I can't resist my tears anymore, I go to the bathroom and opens the sink so no one will hear my sobs; or, in some cases, I pretend to be sleeping and I bury my face in my pillow or tucks myself in the blanket. Having my parents away from me made me stronger than I thought I could be. It let me push myself up to be able to get what I want to achieve and get additional strength from the people around me. That is one of the many reasons why I love having friends and even my friends parents. In our busy schooldays that I need to sleepover to my classmates house, I tend to feel what it's like to have a complete family in one roof, and I am very thankful of that. Especially when they have their fathers with them, who sometimes do their projects and wakes them up for school. Nonetheless, I am happy with the family that I have now, and I would never change anything about it. But no one can blame me if sometimes I feel that something is missing, and right now, I cannot figure out what it is exactly. Maybe a father's warmth? I dunno. I have no idea how that feels...:/ 

Wie's way

That's what me and Joey did as we were waiting for TV Production professor to call us in. I served as her photographer and she did these weird Korean-like poses which boils up our blood. A nice way of recognizing others' TRIP. I admit that for sometime in my past, or even in the future, I did and will do these poses but not to the point that I love doing them! People varies, I know, and pardon us for being this mean. It's just for fun. If you got hurt, you are guilty, so if you can't avoid doing this sometimes also, just laugh with us, let's laugh at ourselves. Making fun of ourselves feels better than others making fun of us right?

Dates

packed

unpacked

These are sweet stuffs called "Dates" from my Tita who just arrive from Saudi Arabia. My Nanay also never skipped bringing these whenever she comes home. I think this is a fruit because it came from a tree apparently. haha! The tree somehow looks like a coconut tree, but smaller, where you can get the fruits without making the effort of extending your hands and raising your toes. My Nanay told me that they bury them in the soil for a long period of time, (but I am not sure of how long) and afterwards eat it. They don't mix anything in them so they are purely natural. And it amazes me that it tastes so sweet, you would think that a bunch of sugar was buried with it. These past few months, I am not into sweets so I cannot eat more than five pieces in a row. You could eat a pack for a month or so. My lola loves this, eating them with her five teeth. :D

That's me doing a TV broadcast while my face was shown on TV. I felt like my nervousness affect the sound of what I'm saying...too bad. 

Joey, me, Marfi and Mambi. 

We went beside the school building and took these crazy things.

Boredom catches Nona.

"Headroom" by Dosage.

Dear, Marfs, me and Wie.